Tuesday, February 24, 2009



你有试过被父母盖过巴掌吗??
其实,
在我家,
这已经不是什么大事了,
发生了无数次...
难道这不是家暴吗??
或许你们会说不是...
但若你有机会看看以前我们老爸如何对待我们几兄弟,
我想,
你就算死,
也不会想成为我老爸的儿女吧...
不不,
在我家,
女生的待遇会好很多...
就像我妹妹和两位女佣...
男丁??
恩...生路自己找吧...

昨天,纪宝贝生日,
哈,我在星期日冒着倾盆大雨去帮她买礼物叻,
她的生日,
重要得很,
当然不能马虎啊~
恩,白天到晚上十点一直都很开心地过着...
十点过后,
就不是那么好受~

俗语说:家丑不可外扬,不是吗??
可是我觉得,
把自己想跟人诉说的事憋在心里,
把它当成秘密,守到永远,
我受不了耶~
真的真的,
很不好受,
在这家,
好辛苦~

我一直以来都对我爸没什么好感,
如果要我跟我爸谈心事,甚至到拥有相同的兴趣可以高谈阔论,
简直是妄想!
再说他E.Q.并没有像他所说的那么高...
昨晚,
他只是为了要让我做个好榜样给我弟弟看,让他们温习功课,
就在我玩电脑玩得非常兴奋的时候,
竟然叫我关电脑...
难道他不曾想过,
我不需要休息吗??
就当我松弛心情也不行吗??
我昨天下午回到家,
洗澡吃面包(午餐),
就睡觉了耶~
随着便补习,
九点半补完,
回来再吃晚饭...
坐在电脑面前不到三分钟,
老爸你要滥用权力来关电脑??
太过分了吧??
而且已经不是第一次了...
第一次也罢,
谁叫你要做我老爸,
好啊,
第一次就算了...
可是你还来第二次??
说弟弟会看我玩导致他们不会温习??
看来我骂你“白痴”也不算是错吧??
还常说自己是大学生,用你的猪脑想想吧!
难道我关了电脑,弟弟们就会在十点多继续读书温习功课吗??
难道我关了电脑,弟弟们就会考第一名吗??
说什么不要在你面前玩??
猪哦你?
不要过来啊!!
过来这边干嘛??
生我们出来就可以为说欲为、跟孩子们动粗吗???
天天回到家大喊大叫,你的“关心”方式也未免太好~~~了吧??
怕死全世界不懂你有嘴巴酱~

说你一句“白痴”就要动粗哦??
拜托,脾气暴躁就别学人家出来混,
更何况已经身为人父了,
天天把自己变得三岁小孩酱,
“This computer belongs to me!”
“I bought it!”
“If you don't like to stay here, get out of this house!!”
“Give me back my phone!!Return it to me now!!” 
我答道:“Excuse me, when did you buy this phone?? As a matter of fact, my maternal grandma bought it in London, where were you on last Christmas?? Grandma bought it on Christmas..." 
当时,这男人还真爱面子,看看他怎么说-:“Give me back my SIM card now!!"
我直接给那“白痴”砸到,从来没有看过酱爱面子的男“孩”,幼稚到~~~~~

若你要说我不尊敬长辈,我绝对无言..
因为如果你不是我老爸,
我必定赌上性命,跟你打个你死我活...
你之前打过我无数次,也曾因为一些小事,
把咱们几兄弟逐出家门,
我都记得...
有机会的话,
我会计划把你这老豆子送进老人院参观下,
一天也好,
一星期也好,
随你~
让你体验+品尝当初你为了一些芝麻小事赶我出家,害我得投靠朋友的那天,
还要我心不甘,情不愿地跟你道歉,
我呸!!!
你昨晚的这一巴掌,
我铭记于心,
你一定后悔!!

因此,现在的我,真的没电话用了...
我知道这世上,没有人会找我,
但若有事的话,拨我家里电话吧~
抱歉...


历史可以被原谅,
但不可被遗忘...
                                   出之王淑慧师

ShinN
11.17pm
24.2.2009





Friday, February 13, 2009

[The Chaining of Memories]


A scattered dream is like a far-off memory,
   A far-off memory is like a scattered dream...

        I wanna line the pieces up,
                                      Yours...
                                               and mine...


ShinN
12.00am
Valentine's Day
14.February.2009

LuV


It's gonna be 14th of February later,
Just a couple of minutes left,
It's Valentine's Day,
Again... 

I've never thought of having a valentine or lover,
Cause,
I always thought,
Who would even like a nobody like me?
No looks,
No nothing,

For me,
Girls are so realistic nowadays,
No money no talk?
No looks no talk?
Is money that important?
Are looks that vital?


I've been wondering,
Would I always be single,
Till i'm old enough to die?

I've been wondering,
I love kids and children so much,
Would I marry my dearest one?
And,
Deliver some cute little lives into the world?

I've been wondering,
Would I be able to say some very special words to a girl?

It may seem wierd or awkward to say these things right now,
As we're only some 16-year-old teenagers,
We're immature yet, right?
But I don't know why the hell was i thinking,
Thinking about these sort of things when the time isn't right yet,
I dunno,
Perhaps it's just something which made me feel I'm lack of love,
From my parents?
From my siblings?
From my friends?
Don't know...
Don't wanna know...

IF LOVE IS ETERNAL,
LET'S MAKE IT LAST FOREVER~


ShinN
11.44pm
13-February-2009