CnY

Do you have any idea how this year's Chinese New Year Holiday goes?

Well, for me,

It simply sucks...

So lame,

So bored,

I have nothing to do all day,

Except sitting in front of this boring computer thingy,

What else can i do?

Pathetic family reunion dinner,

The food wasn't as good as i expected it to be,

And it cost a lot too...

Besides,

There was hardly anyone else who visited us this year,

BORING~

Cause lesser ang pau's were given this year,

Which means,

Lousy earnings this year...

Now that i started to notice,

As years pass,

The CnY atmosphere around the city, the streets, the neighbourhood,

It isn't what it should have been anymore...

LAME~

By the way,

There was something which sucked the most,

which also happened yesterday,

I text-ed 5 people yesterday,

morning till the afternoon,

But,

No one replied me,

PATHETIC!!

Well, if you're really really busy,

you could've at least replied saying that you're busy or ain't free to chat...

DAMN IT!!

Speaking of which,

Fortunately,

There was something i could do yesterday,

I washed 3 cars yesterday,

Which i somehow enjoyed,

I did it with the assistance and help from my siblings, 

And the respective owners of the cars, of course...

First, 

It was a Honda City,

Well, we easily finished the job,

As it wasn't as dirty as the other Made-in-Malaysia vehicles...

The second one was a Proton Perdana,

This was freakishly dirty,

Eeewww,

The dirt and oil which was left on the rims totally needs to be cleaned,

As i was the eldest among my siblings,

I had to volunteer to do the job,

I scrubbed, scrubbed and scrubbed...

Mopped, mopped and mopped...

Washed, washed and washed...

Finally, 

It was done...

Congrats me for my hands were very very oily,

Which took me lots of time to wash them out...

Finally, it was time for my uncle's Proton Waja,

From the experience we've just learnt from those 2,

The job was perfectly done,

That metallic silver Waja is as good as new...

Which my uncle used it to drive me back here to Seremban this afternoon...

Bla Bla Bla,

And i thought i had something to do after coming back from Bahau, my grandparent's place,

Unfortunately,

Coming back is a terribly wrong idea,

I thought my friends and old classmates, which also happened to be my neighbours would be free for me to visit...

Nah, they're just busy like always, which makes me feel extraordinarily LONELY...

Alone at home now,

What can i do?

Any suggestions?

ShinN

6.29pm

29.1.2009

What I've Been Looking For

It's hard to believe,

That I couldn't see,

You were always there beside me...

Thought i was alone,

With no one to hold,

But you were always right beside me...

This feeling's like no other,

I want you to know that I've never had someone,

As good for me as you,

No one like you...

So lonely before,

Now,

I've finally found, 

What I've been looking for...

ShinN

7.11pm

22.January.2009

I Wish...

On my birthday, 

I blew the candles,

But,

I didn't make any wish...

So,

I decided to make my wishes here,

Which i thought i wanted to post them here yesterday,

But I overslept after weeping,

Hence,

I'm going to post them all here,

Trying really hard to recall and remember these wishes...

Greedy, eh?

Wishing so many wishes in a day...

I wish I could see you right away,

I wish I could knew how you felt,

I wish I could look you in the eyes,

I wish I could talk to you everyday,

I wish I had an Apple,

I wish I had an ipod,

I wish I had some money,

I wish I had intelligence,

I wish I had no curly hair,

I wish I had an older brother,

I wish I had an older sister,

I wish I had a twin brother like my brothers,

I wish I hadn't hurt anyone,

I wish I knew everyone,

I wish I knew how to play the drums,

I wish I knew how to play the piano,

I wish I knew how to play the guitar,

I wish I knew how to play basketball,

I wish I knew how to play football,

I wish I knew how to play squash,

I wish I knew who stole my phone,

I wish I knew where my phone is,

I wish I knew myself,

I wish I was good looking,

I wish I was diligent,

I wish I was clever,

I wish I was slim,

I wish I wasn't greedy,

I wish I wasn't alone,

I wish I wasn't shy,

I wish I wasn't idiotic,

I wish I loved my family,

I wish I ain't emotional,

I wish there was love between me and my family,

I wish there was someone I could talk to,

I wish Malaysia was a better country to live in,

I wish you were there when i fell,

I wish someone knew how i felt,

I wish someone knew what i should do,

I wish Sandy Claws was real,

I wish Zeus was real,

I wish Hercules was real,

I wish Sora was real,

I wish King Mickey was real,

I wish Goofy was real,

I wish Donald was real,

I wish Aladdin was real,

I wish Genie was real,

I wish Peter Pan was real,

I wish Tinker Bell was real,

I wish all good guys in any legend or fairy tale were real,

I wish all gods and angels in any myth truly existed,

I wish YOU were my angel...

ShinN

1.21 a.m.

11.Jan.2009

[Because of You]

Well, 

I haven't been doing this, 

I mean, turning on my PC ,

And typing like this for the past few days since school reopened...

The reason is unknown, 

Perhaps doctors or those specialists know...

Maybe it's because i slept very "early" during the holidays...

The earliest was 3am, and the latest was 10am...

Pretty BAD, eh?

I know it's not very good to sleep that late, 

But it can't be helped during the holidays, y'know?

This had been affecting me since school reopened...

It happens like this:

I come back from school about 4-5pm daily, 

After taking my shower,

I take a "nap" immediately,

It sure is a long nap....

I usually wake up at 10pm to 10.30pm...

WTF?

This is supposed to be the time people start to go to bed, not to be awake!!!

Now,

The dinner thinggy is the major problem...

Or should i call it "supper"?

I don't know...

It doesn't make sense...

Anyway, i call it dinner...

After dinner, it's likely to be 11pm...

I assume that you all know that this is the first time i turned on the computer since school reopened, as mentioned from the beginning...

So, what was i doing for the past few nights, or midnights, or mornings?(whatever you call them)

You have no idea how 'diligent' i am, y'know?

I read about Sejarah's Ancient Civilisation of Mesopotamia,(it was until page 16)

I looked up the dictionary to do both the Chinese Workbooks...(this, is pretty hard, for a guy who doesn't know Chinese like me)

I did 11 pages of the English Grammar Workbook...(it was simple)

I read Sonnet 18 from the Literature, Selected Poems & Short Stories Form 4...(Personally, i don't really like Shakespeare's work, his poems and plays...Cuz for a English learner like me, it's quite difficult for me to comprehend what's the message he's trying to bring to us readers, i don't know what's he trying to say, no idea, that's why i hate)

However, the teacher's gonna teach us about this so called 'Sonnet 18' today, that's why i read it...

I read a few pages of 'Bukit Kepong', as i wanted to improve my Malay, but it didn't turn up that well, Novel's written in Malay is just to dull for an English lover like me, so i decided a few pages is already more than enough...

Some of you might have known that i bought 'The Chronicles of Narnia' last year, i thought i could finish it during the holidays, unfortunately, i didn't...I spent most of my time in front of this rectangular monitor of mine, which hurt my eyes, of course, but it didn't really matter...

As a result, i read it during this few days, I've only finished 2 stories of 7...I'm reading the 3rd one-'The Horse & His Boy' at the moment...

I even played with my Nintendo DS for the 1st night, which was on 5th of January, as there was really nothing i could do...

But for the few nights later on, i only focused on my studies and novels as well, of course...

Guess what time i tried to go to bed yesterday?

It was 4.06am, but i eventually slept half an hour later or so...

Perhaps the 'hardworking' me only appears at night, which made me lazy, tired and sleepy during daytime...

That's why i have to use a huge amount of energy to concentrate and focus in class, i feel like I'm already ill, or something is wrong with my body...

Now, i really want to listen to 'S.O.S' from The Jonas Brothers...

S.O.S 

Help!!

ShinN

1.17am

9-1-2009

If Only....

It seemed so real, 

Everthing seemed so real,

Everone there seemed so real,

But in the end, 

I came to realise that, 

Things seemed real because,

It was only a dream...

If only that would happen in reality...