[Because of You]

Well, 

I haven't been doing this, 

I mean, turning on my PC ,

And typing like this for the past few days since school reopened...

The reason is unknown, 

Perhaps doctors or those specialists know...

Maybe it's because i slept very "early" during the holidays...

The earliest was 3am, and the latest was 10am...

Pretty BAD, eh?

I know it's not very good to sleep that late, 

But it can't be helped during the holidays, y'know?

This had been affecting me since school reopened...

It happens like this:

I come back from school about 4-5pm daily, 

After taking my shower,

I take a "nap" immediately,

It sure is a long nap....

I usually wake up at 10pm to 10.30pm...

WTF?

This is supposed to be the time people start to go to bed, not to be awake!!!

Now,

The dinner thinggy is the major problem...

Or should i call it "supper"?

I don't know...

It doesn't make sense...

Anyway, i call it dinner...

After dinner, it's likely to be 11pm...

I assume that you all know that this is the first time i turned on the computer since school reopened, as mentioned from the beginning...

So, what was i doing for the past few nights, or midnights, or mornings?(whatever you call them)

You have no idea how 'diligent' i am, y'know?

I read about Sejarah's Ancient Civilisation of Mesopotamia,(it was until page 16)

I looked up the dictionary to do both the Chinese Workbooks...(this, is pretty hard, for a guy who doesn't know Chinese like me)

I did 11 pages of the English Grammar Workbook...(it was simple)

I read Sonnet 18 from the Literature, Selected Poems & Short Stories Form 4...(Personally, i don't really like Shakespeare's work, his poems and plays...Cuz for a English learner like me, it's quite difficult for me to comprehend what's the message he's trying to bring to us readers, i don't know what's he trying to say, no idea, that's why i hate)

However, the teacher's gonna teach us about this so called 'Sonnet 18' today, that's why i read it...

I read a few pages of 'Bukit Kepong', as i wanted to improve my Malay, but it didn't turn up that well, Novel's written in Malay is just to dull for an English lover like me, so i decided a few pages is already more than enough...

Some of you might have known that i bought 'The Chronicles of Narnia' last year, i thought i could finish it during the holidays, unfortunately, i didn't...I spent most of my time in front of this rectangular monitor of mine, which hurt my eyes, of course, but it didn't really matter...

As a result, i read it during this few days, I've only finished 2 stories of 7...I'm reading the 3rd one-'The Horse & His Boy' at the moment...

I even played with my Nintendo DS for the 1st night, which was on 5th of January, as there was really nothing i could do...

But for the few nights later on, i only focused on my studies and novels as well, of course...

Guess what time i tried to go to bed yesterday?

It was 4.06am, but i eventually slept half an hour later or so...

Perhaps the 'hardworking' me only appears at night, which made me lazy, tired and sleepy during daytime...

That's why i have to use a huge amount of energy to concentrate and focus in class, i feel like I'm already ill, or something is wrong with my body...

Now, i really want to listen to 'S.O.S' from The Jonas Brothers...

S.O.S 

Help!!

ShinN

1.17am

9-1-2009