Saturday, March 14, 2009

FaitH FadeS



Exam's finally over...
This exam's nothing at all...
It was just a mere test...
Which i didn't really care...

Look, 
I did my best in studying, alright?
Even for the biology test,
Which i only scored 12 marks out of 100...
That test was held right after that night he slapped and withdrew the SIM card...
I really hate it when he says everything in the house is his property and belongs to him...
Oh, never mind that...
As a result of the misfortune of mine,
I went to bed really early that day,
Which was 10.15pm...
And i woke up early at dawn to study,
I simply doubt anyone knew about that...
Besides,
I didn't even walk out of the class during the recess,
Just to read and revise that lame ol' Biology...
Well,
After getting the results,
I thought i shouldn't have studied anyway,
It made no difference at all...

Look,
I don't care if i get good or bad grades...
I don't care if my parents are upset...
I don't care if my parents are frustrated...
I don't care if i get scolded...

The way they act...
The way they talk...
The way they punish...
The way they teach...
The way they converse...
The way they react...
They're totally freakin' me out!!

Nevertheless,
After all these years,
I've been through what i had to...

Now,
I'm used to the yelling,
I'm used to the shouting,
I'm used to the staring,
I'm used to the glaring,
Which really pisses me off!!

Have they ever tried to understand?
Don't even think about it...

Well,
Do you comprehend?
I wish you did...


ShinN
2.32am
1st day of the boring holiday
14 March 2009









3 comments:

  1. it is time to sleep......
    work harder ^^

    have a nice dreamZz

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  2. dun be too sad la...
    笑一笑,
    沒什么事情過不了!!!

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  3. NVM.. u still have us..^^
    we respect u alot...><
    lolx..
    +u in life..~~~ dat's wad i can say

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