Shit

The early morning greeted me with such a tension that i couldn't bear.

I heard a girlish voice calling my name,

My eyes were then opened.

Little did i know it was already 6.50am.

The engine roared to life a few seconds later.

I once realised it was already late,

but it was already too late.

Preparations to go to school were soon done and finished,

I was ready after having my mug of MILO drunk and washed.

I was then hopin my mom could send me to school,

so i ran up and knocked her door.

The conversation ended in a few seconds,

and what i learnt was,

she wouldn't bother to send me to school.

As she told me to ask for help,

from my grandparents.

I called immediately, as it's already around 7.15am that time.

No time to loose.

Once the line got through,

i paused and thought,

"Wait, even if they picked up the phone,

I would have to explain everything,

it takes time. Hell lots of time.

Even if i did explain,

It'll again take some time for them to prepare to come and pick me up.

Furthermore, my grandpa's having heart disease,

and i don't think i should wake them up just because of me.

Thus,

grabbed my keys,

hopped right into my shoes,

opened, closed the small door from the auto-gate.

Started fast-walking.

I've already started having muscle cramps by the time i reached OK-Tuck Restaurant.

Perhaps i was pushing myself too hard,

trying not to be late,

in spite of knowing the fact that i'm already late.

Such short distance and having muscle cramps?

Yea, i'm not an athlete, i know that.

Fanks for reminding, appreciate that.

Upon arrival at class after the 18minutes "walk",

everyone was busy.

I cannot say that i'm glad,

for i desired someone, ANYONE to show a little concern, some sympathy.

There i was,

still carrying out anaerobic respiration,

gasping for air,

Soaked wet on the back,

as if i just took my shower.

It was so damn obvious,

No one asked nor cared.

Couldn't blame people though,

why the hell would people care?

I ain't any Jay Chou or David Beckham.

WHY?

Ask yourself, poor boy ShinN.

And the rest of the day was also ruined,

cuz of that bad start.

And now i just heard something which i really hate.

"Don't play too late arh ei, later tomorrow cannot wake up again..."

D*** you, DAD!!!!

D*** you, MOM!!!

D*** all of you!!!!!!!!!

12.19am

8/9/09