Something just so RANDOM

Dear Blog,

I'm sorry. I didn't mean to abandon you and leave you here alone for months...

I don't think i have someone to talk to, that's why i'll just utter some nonsense on a new page of you, you won't mind, would you?

Yesterday was the beginning of HAPPY DAY, (not very HAPPY, actually)

and today is the beginning of DOOMSDAY.

I thought it would be a good day today at school, although i knew it would be quite lame and boring with the award giving ceremony going on in the morning.

Yea yea~Applause, Applause and Applause...

Things then turned real bad after the ceremony and all ended, i peered at the teacher's desk with the exam score sheet on it.

Message on my head -"Oh No...."

It was Physics period soon after the long long recess, which i used the time to just stare at the same page of the Twilight novel i purchased months ago. Yes, i was looking at it, but not reading though...Physics, yea Physics...lame grades either...

But it sucks the most when the both neighbours sitting beside me got excited and made such fuss about their god damn full-marks, 40 over 40. (Yea, yea, great, cool, congrats, but just turn down your volume when you're try to celebrate)

I would have preferred if you guys who scored better grades than the others, would just shut your god-damn-mouth and stop boasting about yourself by asking how much the others got.

It's pretty irritating when i "OVERHEARD" you criticizing that girl who sits in front, it's not that i admire, adore or like her or whatsoever...

Just be humble, wouldn't you?

Besides, you were only sitting next to me and you wouldn't even bother how i felt when you were teasing the others, especially when that person was just right in front of me? Curse you!

And you wouldn't have believed this, someone proposed to come over my house and have a steamboat party. Yea, yea, BRILLIANT idea...

Who slept the earliest, remember?

Who did the cleaning then, remember?

Who played my computers when most of them were busy preparing for that steamboat, remember?

(At this point, this post sure IS a mess, so unorganized, but it can't be helped, for my feelings and thoughts are currently like that too)

I could remember myself doing the dishes that night, with some of them already asleep, some too absorbed to the movie to such extent that they didn't even notice my disappearance...

It's been so nice of you all back then, leaving the master of the house cleaning the whole mess while you were all sleeping and watching TVs...Such nice friends you all were...

I decided to get over it, but this memory of that day keeps on reappearing on my head.

Why?

Well, i don't have to answer this, do i?

Lately, someone's been a real ass.

Y. H. Y.

Yea, i know everyone knows you, so i don't have to type your full name out, right?

Such an asshole you were back then, not to mention yesterday...

You've been trying on my patience, someday, i'm gonna lose my wits and you'll regret.

I admit you do have your good qualities of being a friend,

but sometimes you are so damn annoying...

By the way, is it some random acts of kindness to lend someone your phone?

I don't think so...By that time when i was willing to 'lend' you my phone, i thought you'd return it, not OWN it.

Some of you really pisses me off, but i think it's best if no one knows about this...

I don't even know what i wrote here, as i don't even look back and check for errors in posts...