Cuz 2012's comin lol...
12/11/09
"We were warned"
The year everyone's been waiting for,
The end of the world,
is near.
Gonna catch this movie for sure,
but the initial plan has been changed,
so 'll probably go on friday.
2009 is really coming to an end,
i don't know why, but i just get the feeling that this year just flew
Everything just happened so fast.
It's as if i have just had my PMR yesterday.
And i already have to face SPM now.
HECK...
I don't know how am I gonna do that...
Today's a good day,
with us singing and winning and stuffs...
These moments, perhaps they're the last, so i'll cherish 'em...
Well, singing together on stage is not something students of 10+ could do all the time,
that's why i thought at least this could be part of my ever-lasting memory when i leave school, leave home, leave friends...
Dunno, it's just...
Look, there's only around 1 year left for all of us to be together,
going to the same school, the same class, the same laboratory, the same canteen, the same toilet, everything...
and after that, it's gonna be GOODBYE,
perhaps it would be the last one you can ever say to a person,
or it might not be,
cuz we might meet each other some other day, right?
Who knows?
But, to be honest,
i just get the feeling that,
even if we did meet one another when we start college-ing/uni-ing,
we wouldn't be able to talk and chat and do stuffs we did back here at school back then...
I don't know all about these, it's all so random, again...
All i know is that,
there's not much time left for us to be together,
and that's what really matters to me, right now.
Cuz it seems like i'll lose lots of hard-earned trust and friendship once i leave school,
as i won't be studying Form 6 or whatever it is, probably...
Holy crap, i really can't believe i'm gonna be in Form 5 next year,
all the while i always thought i till have a long time and long way to go before i will study Form 5...
And now,
'Poof'', here i am, ending Form 4 in 2 weeks,
and a new school life at a different class will start, soon...
And so it's time for me to think about my career, my future,
as i haven't really thought deeply about it.
Cuz there's just so damn many jobs in the world,
and i would like to do all of 'em...
Zzz, i'm so greedy,
despite knowing that's obviously impossible...
The results for this final exams aren't that amusing,
i'm totally unsatisfied...
Well, the last time i was satisfied with my results was,
indeed, during the UPSR paper, and the years before that...
All i can say is that 'Gone were the days when he was still a hardworking boy, he's changed,
not in a positive and encouraging manner, he's become a lazy bum who' s only interested in computers and gaming consoles...'
That's why his results deteriorated, crappy results.
Damn it!
Results, they always meant somethin to him...
12.08am
11 November 09
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